Love poem.

Fire runs through my body

with the pain of loving you.

Pain runs through my body

with the fires of my love for you.

Pain like a boil about to burst

with my love for you.

Consumed by fire with love for you.

I remember what you said to me.

I am thinking of your love for me.

I am torn by your love for me.

Pain and more pain.

Where are you going with my love?

I am told you will go from here.

I am told you will leave me here.

My body is numb with grief.

Remember what I said my love.

Goodbye my love


~ Anon.


Day 64 – New style of relationship.

In 1950’s society, male/female roles were polarised and clearly defined. Women’s lib brought freedom from the kitchen and child rearing duties, whilst males became liberated from bread winning responsibilities, grew their hair, experimented with drugs and learned to dance in the forest. Women developed their masculine side, fought for careers and independence whilst men became more caring and metro-sexual.

A new style of relationship developed in which financial responsibilities were increasingly shared along with the more traditional female family activities. Whilst this development had important evolutionary aspects, it also brought a downside; the arc of sexual tension between the sexes, which helped sustain long term relationships diminished somewhat and long term relationships became increasingly difficult to sustain.

Masculine women and feminine men maybe more whole as individual people but are simply not as sexually attractive to each other in long term relationships. The climate of political correctness added to the problem.

Let us call 1950’s style relationship mark 1.0 and 2000 style relationships 2.0.

In a bid to solve these deep rooted, largely unconscious issues, we have seen more and more mark 2.0 individuals from developed countries, search for and revert to a mark 1.0 type partner from developing nations. The Thai-bride syndrome. This eventually leads in most cases to even greater frustration on both sides.

Is there a better solution?

A mark 3.0 relationship?

A paradigm shift is occurring.

Day 59 – Venus direct

It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles.
Then the victory is yours.
It cannot be taken from you,
not by angels or demons,
heaven or hell.

Nice yoga this morn in the sunshine. My muscles are aching today from a good workout yesterday, it’s been a while.

Read Bobby Womacks autobiography yesterday, Wow that guy has had some hard times.

Have started a correspondence on the dating site. Ooo am all excited!

Shall see how things go.

Something subtle seems to have shifted since Venus went direct.